this depression is an ocean

this depression is like being in an ocean I don't know where I am and the waves keep coming and for a second when I think the waters are calm another storm begins and no matter how hard I swim I still haven't seen land nor a boat or a plane but how could I see them when the exhaustion has been eating at my brain no I'm not the same and we all have changed yet this depression stays ever the same waiting for my life to claim