this aint real love...

it just a decoy baby I'm not good at this I wish you had patient just a little more of your time and attention I'm trying and it hard I wish you could see how it so easy to love how it so easy to feel things but so difficult to know them baby I'm not perfect but after all I did try my hardest to understand you yet i still wounder around in the dark I'm still afraid of the unknown I'm still stuck up in the past I still got my fears I'm so afraid to rely on you.i think of what if you let go. you get tired of me and you find someone new as everyone has done I've never been better baby I wish you could understand how you lighten up a dark house how you help me stand on my feat how I love you and how I can't even express it while I know it true but now I don't have the strength to accept what I have I get scared if everything start to work out it feels like something is going to go wrong and I don't want to be weak I don't want to belong to someone people change but is it possible to just love you.. let everything be whenever I think of them I'm in pain I know that you don't want to hurt me but I'm already hurt I'm just sitting here waiting for the same fate