Things im scared to tell you

[Part 1/2] That boy That boy Who i loved That boy is what i thought about all day He is my crush okay.. He is so pretty and so polite He is what i think about all night Its allright Its okay To be in love with someone youre age But are you ready? Are you okay? To be in a relationship they say They are the voices in my head That are not really okay.. But its allright im okay Its not that big of a deal I say to myself when im alone Like waiting to talk to you on my phone But does he love you? Does he care? Do you think that he will wait for you to be there? When there are tons of other Girls over there There so pretty And so perfect There nothing even like me.. Im not good enough Im not perfect Im nothing but a mess