Things im scared to tell you

[Part 2/2] And im trying to talk to him To see Who he likes out there But i can't fucking ask Again.. Thats so stupid right? I think.. Because when i asked him then He liked me And al i did was stare Stare like it was some kind of joke he made But it was real So real but it could not be true to be with you Because my ex boyfriend was your friend and this situation is a fucked up thing to do So we will be friends Best friends I mean.. i hope we are.. And it will be Like this forever because who gives a shit about these things I hate relationships I hate the way i feel about love I hate that i love you Because im not enough And im gonna lose you As friend Im gonna say stupid things like I like you I still love you And it truely fucking hurts Because im scared to tell you again And that feeling is Really Really Really the worst :( And i can't tell you so i'll write it out Just right here I love you.. I still do And i hope you feel the same But i guess its not gonna be true To be with you But i still love you I still really do