Things I hate about me

I hate the way I say "I love you" when I feel it. I hate the way I feel things and admit. I hate it when people don't care, I hate it when they make me like 'spare'. I hate it when I can't fulfill my promises, I hate it when I stare at mirror and start to remember myself and miss. I hate it when I can't get myself what I love. I hate it when I hate them for not missing me . I hate it when I think like this- Why would someone love me , what's so special... I hate it when I want attention from anyone. I hate it when I see my figure I hate it when I look at my face I hate it when I make someone priority and don't get it in reverse. I hate it when I overthink and intrupt their life I hate it when they forgets me and I cry about it. I hate myself everytime I admited my feelings But why should I hate myself when it's all human emotions, why should I hate myself for doing the bravery of admitting feelings. Still.... I hate everything about me at 2am.