Things

I have a lot of things but it feels like it is not enough. I want more I need more I keep asking for it things but sometimes I don't get it . I want evidences or prof. I don’t know everything but somethings don’t make sense. Also somethings are not far I want extra things but don’t like it when it is not enough. Sometimes I feel ashamed I keep falling off track but I want to change I don’t like over spending I want to be successful.