they're poisoning me

Ribcage open on display mind hidden by a disarray of doubts and Little secrets you keep in your head it makes you think of the beauty of the rotten Dead you can smell the flesh permeating your senses you can taste the air around you you feel the room around you tenses The room riddled in a Repugnant red You cant help but to indulge yourself so but when I think too much I get depressed barricaded off from the rest regress to who you were a little girl soft and pure now you're nothing for they took that away Now you're nothing look at the injuries you've sustained A mind rotten molded and stained A pale face All emotion dripped away all you will ever be is someone else There's nothing more to say all used up nothing to prove I wish I had a human thought or I wish I could just remove my empty unwedding eyes I wish I knew So pear inside for a clue But no I can't see this already scorching my eyes with the permanent copy of the meaningless image it was too bright it was too deep it was too wide stretching forever into everything making a choice would be meaningless compared to the infinite expanding monotonous hole in the wall