They made a monster a demon

I been traumatized by everything I been through; But did anyone see the fear in my eyes when I was young for; They never even cared that I didn't want this pain I have to bare; They left me in the dirt like no one seems to ever care; They want a monster I won't give them it or the devil; For they ain't on my own ever lonely level; I'm better than just the mere demon they tried to make me; For I'm done with them telling me I'm worthless and I'll never be; Sometimes I feel just so cold; Like I'll never grow so old; I'mma soon them a show; That they will always know; Did anyone care about the fear in my eyes; Did they care when i was bulled and about to lay down and dies; No even saw it when i was afraid when i had fear; They'll never even know i seen my better years; they might say they really do care; but they don't know about this pain I bare; if I am die give me the demons that live in my head; for I'm a little suicidal and not right in the head;