They laugh

They laugh when I bleed. It's painful to watch them. They're sitting at the table with their bottles. Eating my dreams on of a sliver platter. With they're mischievous grins. They laugh when I bleed. My friends bring me up. As they drag me down. Sipping on what is left of my Hopes and dreams. Making me despise them with a painful anger. They laugh when I bleed. Now I'm stuck in this pit. Hearinf their steps in the dark. Why is it always a nightmare. That never seems to give. They laugh when I bleed. Just my luck it seems to be. I know they're coming for me. Is there a chance to save me. I need help, I'm in hell. They laugh when I bleed. I hate the feeling of the urge. In need of chemicals. I'm missing the angel on my shoulder. I no longer hear her voice. They laugh when I bleed. Their getting older by the time. They've stuck me in this pit. And I'm getting tired of this. It's always a nightmare. They laugh when I bleed. I have fallen to my knees. Please pick me up. Before the take me down. It getting to painful to even bear. My demons laugh when I bleed. By: Jason Wilson P.s. I got the idea for this from a song and dream mixed while sleeping.