There was a time...

I feel abit rusty now cause it's been awhile I've always resisted the urge to write again This time i couldn't, i had to give it a try The last one was about my victims I hope they learn to forgive me after reading it You never deserved it I never meant any of those words, just needed to blow out some steam Let's focus on why i decided to write today I've always felt undeserving of love when i eventually get one i start questioning if it's just for the moment or here to stay It becomes a puzzle that needs to be solved within a short time I was once a lover boy tho So full of love and willing to share It started to fade as i began to grow When i was a boy losing a lady was my greatest fear From a boy to a man, it became easy for me to let any woman go But there was a time and it was beautiful.