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You weren't there   On my first sexual assault when I was 12 For my first panic attack when I was 11  For my first suicide  attempt at 12  When I passed a test  When I got above average grades  When I was being bullied all throughout elementary  When I started cutting at 12 At my first synch ward at 14 At my first residential at 15 However you were there  When I failed a test  When I had a C in a class When I wasn't becoming you  When I got into honors english When I got into avid  When I graduated