Therapy

I need therapy I got abandonment issues and it's scaring me Mind clouded need some clarity I'm all alone where's the help for me? Depression building up heavily Tired of ppl treating reality like a parody so much disparity I got abandonment issues and I'm feeling like it ain't no way to go Ain't no hope Deja vu, I swear I felt this way before Narcissists they always coming at me with the same approach Try to take control then acting like they ain't impose Bitch you did I could make a list of all the shit you did If I wasn't strong best believe I woulda split your wig Can't tell you shit cause you always on the liq Left me so sick I know you'll never take ownership Gotta get a hold of it, I done been thru the coldest shit And now I'm just going through the motions Burned out with convulsions I just want expulsion, From all this shit holding me down It's slowing me down