Therapy

Lets talk about my feelings but I don't want to why cause everytime I do everyone doesn't seem to care judging eyes stare at me in the shadows Sixteen that's how old when i lost my shit How is your mental health Ha! That bad? worse, I'm can't sleep can't think i overthink I wake up wanting slit my wrist I smile to the loser in the mirror and it looks fake take my stability and throw down the drain jump in the lake and drown I won't ever be found we're getting off topic stop it let me talk I want to take me brain and lock it away block these thoughts I have it's not that bad really then why does death seem like a dream just a jump away