TheEmptyness

I can't escape it I can't deny it this emptiness I hold inside. it's killing me slowly but surely weakening me until the end of my life. what great sorrows I carry into tomorrow unknowing if I'll ever see the sun again shine as bright as it once did. or ever feel the rain fall from the sky to wash away all of my sins. drowning in depression on the inside of my chest where the ocean of tears resides that no one sees because I hide and with a smile upon my face. I carry on like nothing's wrong doing what must be done throughout the day but when I have a moment to myself I can't escape the emptiness.. I've asked myself why is this void within my consciousness deterring my efforts to enjoy happiness as it passes by me only to see it's gone as quickly as it came. undoubtedly we're all lost searching for something that can't be found in materialistic supplements or consumption of the intoxins that pollute our body and mind, I drowned my demons and roll up and smoke away the haze between worlds. temporarily the paralysis ceases and assist and once again I exist to realize there's no escaping the emptiness. distract me with your flattery entice me with your body seduce me with your juices which pour all over me .