TheDeathOfLove

I can see it in your eyes I can hear it when you talk..I'm fading from your mind and heart it's devastating how you abandoned me simply to see me fall apart. as I cried as you watched emotionless. So alone I feel everyday, unloved is a knife which you stab me with over and over until I'm dead but I do not die yet I wish to die so maybe this hurt will end.Not even a friend you treat me.. What have I done for this anger and hate you spill out onto me. No answer will I get I'm left with regret , Half of my life I've spent trying to ignite a fire to warm your cold heart. Only to be shamed shunned and belittled. now even by my own reflection abuses my self esteem crushing what confidence I have left. leave me but you don't instead you ruin me.