the words i wish i said

Words unspoken, but never forgotten you left in the middle of spring the flowers blooming in their prime just like you but sadly i couldnt see your bloom because i was absorbed by madness and anger the accuser and abuser was my role and you were always the victim the victim who loved the abuser unconditonally and blindly too but i was also blind blind of your worth and grace the worth and grace that i realized too late which caused you to be taken away to a better place. and wish i could tell you all those unspoken words that i think of everyday but i know you are still asleep. Asleep in your sleepless sleep.