The Weight

Things change Nothing lasts forever This new year is strange Like someone flipped a lever My friends They don't feel right to me Like seeing new trends I don't see what they see They seem separate They seem happy We no longer relate Why am I not happy My best friend doesn't feel right She's running away with my ex They have moved away from the light feeling alone, feeling perplexed Is it something with me Did I do something Idk what they see I'm just a THING I say I'm alright That I don't need a girl but sadness holds me tight Love really hurts I'm getting tired physically and mentally An old soul read to be expired I almost feel like the enemy