The Way I Feel About You

Before, our conversation where all nice We would talk and chuckle Those made me happy for a bit Made me forget my struggle I wasn't sure of what would florish It was like a mistery Something i wanted to find out And perhaps make history But then, it all crumbled I looked through your messages, one by one You didn't reciprocate Not surprising, but still hitted me in the bone The one i once considered a salvation My angel, my endearon Now, only your image stayed behind Haunting me like a demon I wish i could touch your hair Feel it soft as cotton Not having to feel your stabbing When i'm already at the bottom That beautiful smile you carry in your face Always bringing the best if joy Yet i feel like it's mocking me Knowing i always was your little toy Everytime, i'd say how i appreciated you Waiting for you to say it back Only to see empty replies In my heart, was just another crack This is all so stupid Your head wouldn't think like mine At this moment, you must be smiling While i cry, only thinking about you, everytime