the way i feel

I remember the moment our eyes met The time the day the year the month My heart skiped a beat A beat that wasn't familiar So i let it die cause it wasn't familiar You were liked by many And you've liked many back I was there watching not wanting to care Wasn't until it was my friend She liked you I wanted you to like her Without knowing why but deep down i knew She would tell how you looked at her She would tell me how you smiled at her I would imagine what that was like But i would cheer with my friends The way you looked and smiled at her She would cheer and i would cheer with But why? The question was in my head Every time they talked about you I would remember the first time our eyes met And there went my heart skipping again It wasn't one or two of friends the liked I didn't know how much they liked you Was it as much as i did or more than i did As much as i know I know that i wanted you to look at me the way you looked at them The way you smiled at them and everything Sometimes i cried Wondering why i had to feel like this God knows how much i wanted to smile Sometimes i wanted to curse you I was Jesouly of my friends But i had no right to say anything I knew i liked you but no words