the voices in my head

These voices are my alter ego Everything I don't want to be Each one represents a mental illness I suffer from I try my best not to listen Although sometimes I do want to listen Depression tells me to kill myself My anxiety is afraid of dying Sleep paralysis tell me to suffocate myself with my pillow Insomnia tell me to stay awake until I drop dead What if they are right? I still don't know my purpose at the age of 23 I'm in my twenties When am I going to start acting like it? This are my prime years Why doesn't it feel peak? Something better speak to me besides the voices in my head I need a second opinion