The voice

I hear a voice in my head telling me to love you. But my mind tells me to remember what he did to you. My heart says, don't give up. That everyone deserves to be happy. How can I be happy when you keep breaking my heart? The voice in me wanted to say those words to you. But my heart won't let you in. It keeps pushing your love away. Maybe is protecting itself from harm. The words you say don't mean anything if you don't mean it. Just another broken voice in you. The heart feels what it wants to feel. By the verbs, you gave not good enough. Just like the voice telling me to walk away. I won't be pushed to my limit of time. Only if I can change the way you think. Maybe things will be different in time. But now I only have the voice in me to guide me. You say, don't listen to the voice. How can I not when the inner me speaking the truth? I just wish my heart wasn't feeling pain. Because love will only save me. If you don't love yourself, you can't love me. Love is everything to me. I won't let you destroy what is left for me. Only my heart can see what the inner person feels inside. Maybe the voices will tell me something different. Because the heart feels the truth. The minds speak to me with goodness. Only true