The urge to be a civil servant

what it actually takes... The sacrifice,the competition , the loneliness with blurry vision. trials and trials leaving all luxury , adamant nature to vibe with drudgery. success or failure doesn't matter, consistent upgradation with hell suffer. embrace the process to adapt in nature, cultivating the behaviour to reflect in signature. finally when the fruit comes out of sheer dedication, Alas!!! the energy,enthusiasm as if stopped for any celebration. whole world cheers for the success and recognition, you just count the endless nights confessing gratification. Then the journey starts to becoming an officer, Many knowing and unknowing facts to reveal and decipher. working senses you the worth of responsibility, seeing happy faces you cherish leaving times of vulnerability. Trying to make people's life a little bright, Like a cog in a machine avoiding the limelight. Finally asking self,is it worth it??? the whole circle of struggle comes again blurry to absorb it while making it.... Trisandhya.....