The unwanted

I stand on a pillar of sand and watch my life slip away into nothing was it worth it? was any of this worth it ? I do not know why I live I have no reason of life no hope for a future no reason to smile yet here I am the unwanted I tried to reach out for help tried to hold on to anything that would give me a better view of life but nothing would hold onto me because nothing wanted me and so I fade away but you do not notice that because I am only your shadow I am only a small fragment of this world and so you would not notice if I am gone