The Untainted Love

I fell in love with something, with someone outside of myself and it was the most beautiful thing I've ever experienced, even if the "with whom" was the wrong choice my heart sung gloriously. Even if it was one sided, I am happy to have shared this sheer, raw and unfiltered love with somebody, with someone outside of myself. I felt unhinged yet insanely sane at the same time. If I could have cheated my way out of this realm I would have stolen time, where I would have given all the time in this world and beyond to you. Yes I fell deeply in love, even if the "with whom" was the wrong choice, my heart danced I am happy I have taken the leap of faith and allowed myself to feel. I know it will take some time to heal. Even if for the person it was nothing, for me it was real and the depth to which I could love someone outside of myself, to me was surreal but I am happy, I am happy I took a chance on love and allowed my entire being to feel, even if the "with whom" was the wrong choice my heart will eventually heal.