The time I saw nothing

on a bus in a car no matter where you are you look at me my eyes are fade you look away never to look at me again on a bus in a car no matter where I am, I am not, I stare like how you look at something great, only difference is I'm not staring at a sun set I'm not staring at a water fall I'm most certainly not staring at you. I'm not even staring at nothing because nothing is even something. I stare into dark I stare into this