the things i never said to you

bieng sad turned into bieng mad you left me hanging on lost hopes where shadows of love used to group but how could you move on so quickly erasing me so carelessly doesn't it hurt knowing you hurt me a wound that still bleeds in memory or was i just an easy get away a fleeting thought, then lost in gray on sad times i liked to think of moments we once used to link but when im mad i think to myself how could you leave, and do it so well i wish i didn't love you at all longing for you, an endless, hollow hall i wish i didn't let you take my heart now it's broken and torn apart and to think of it now fills my heart with sorrow somehow i wish i didn't meet you at all pain is the only thing i can recall for you to just realize now you treated me poorly hurts more knowing your living cheerfully today i said my final goodbye letting go of the tears i've cried