The stupid heart

The clock strikes midnight The girl passed out from overdose 2 am reaches in sight She wakes up to act and pose Yet the people they care But do not at the same time It's all a scheme of act To conceal the true effect that nothing really matters And everyone keeps to their own pattern the hurt I can't explain that all construction are gonna crash I thought this web of lies will keep me satisfied But the truth always comes first No matter how often you insist Cuz it's all in the past Yet I'm still right here at last I wish someone would care for me like I'd care for them but that is not going to happen so instead I tell my stupid heart that the feelings should be kept in ward I'll rip you apart if you keep breaking every single chance No one should know the truth because no one bothers to dig through the surface is all they see and at the surface they should be Just give me the time and rest so I keep fixing my own mess I wish this pain would just end Cuz I don't know how much more I can bend One day I will hear the glasses shatter And the blood is dripping on the feather They'll never understand that this place is my end I'll be counting my last breaths and leave my path