The Struggle Is Real

I'm on the front line of the opium crisis in America.. I don't get too far away cause it won't let you. I suffer every day. It's how that devil makes you pay. It takes 100 percent of your time. It'll make you change your plans in the drop of a dime. Needless to say it forces you all it can. It's always been around, it's just like having a controlling man. I try to break free. I seek out ways to get it away from me. Methadone clinic is on the list. But you got to stay away from other things for it to do it's best. I do one to cover the other. But if I had to pick one, I'd have to stay with my old reliable. If their was a way to go to a doctor, then I could save allot of time searching out there. But the easy thing to do is go get more. The hard thing to do is not do it anymore. But it has taken over me. I'm doing things that are no good you see.. Nobody ever says when asked, how would you go back and change your past? I'd stay away from certain people. The ones that's always there to do evil. They'll help get you hooked. Then say your no good. All to get control. They got a demon too don't you know. Oh God how I pray you save my soul. Show me another path that I should go.. T.B.C.