“The Space Inside Me”

I don’t feel anything today, like silence has made a home in me. My heart is a house without lights, there’s more space inside me that never gets filled. Sometimes I sit quietly, staring at the ceiling that never answers anything. My mind is full of questions why is silence louder than human voices? Or am I just lonely? I feel like I’m drowning in it, in a silence no one can see. Like I’m not lost in the world, but in myself.