The silence you left behind 2

I hope that when you grow up someday you come and see me not because I want you to do for me what I have done for you but just come and see me. I can't wait to see how you both will grow to be through the years I'm trying very hard to hold back the tears. no matter where you are I always love you like from the start eating or drinking of you guys are always be thinking I wish that we could follow the light together but I guess we didn't last forever now I'm sick because I thought you leaving was a trick these words are really coming from my heart a New Journey without you too I will have to start speaking out loud I've always treated you guys better but now that doesn't matter her Elders were never right so I kept you close and tight. days weeks and months pass. you're gone tell me how I will make it to where I'm supposed to be without you. my world was so dark but when you came you brought me a little bit of Hope you were like light to my Pat but now I lost hope and there is no more light on the path that I'm walking now it's just me in the dark walking without knowing where I'm going. now I sit here wishing I never knew you. if we had never met I wouldn't be going through this sort of pain.