the silence

words truly can't describe the pain or loneliness your laugh, your bright smile, the way you light up the room the way you stare into my eyes I love you. this feeling is so new but yet so old but you don't love me the feel of rejection. like cold sheets every morning, the yearning for your hands on my waist every night, the thought of your lips on mine I crave you but I have to live without you I hate you the way you can leave so easily because if you gave me the chance I would give you everything I hate the thought of loving you but I just can't help myself I hope one day you'll realize but until then, I suffer in silence doing everything i can to keep you off my mind