The shadows and his lies

the shadows are taking over, I don't want a smoker I don't want to be here anymore, life use to be so easy before now we drift through depear maybe if I just disappear I will be alone yet noone would care life is so unfair I'm living through this dirty air please don't compare I'm living through depear I can't escape cover me with tape tell me to shut up tell me that you've had enough tell me I'm too loud tell me to drown tell me I'm to open tell me I'm a noone tell me to go away tell me today the monster is eating me I don't care if you disagree I am who I am n and that's not a scam it's not going away a smile on display they tell me I'm fine but I'm always defined I'm not a no one I've just not spoken I've lost my voice this was never my choice I don't know what to do I'm trying to push through but I'm stuck in the middle my flash has no ripple it pulls me down my head is spinning around I'm drifting away from life it's like my soul just died I can see it in his eyes I'm surrounded by his lies the shadows aren't in me they are me