The Search For Happiness

I've searched everywhere for happiness. I've looked in friendship, but that brought mostly knives in my back and other nastiness. I've looked in clothing and shoes, but I was never much for flashiness. I've looked in food, but it just brought sloppiness and laziness. I've looked in drinks, but they just brought shakiness and dizziness. I've looked into having a family, but all women see is ugliness. All I want is to know how happiness feels, but all I feel is emptiness.