THE RUIN OF ME

I don't know what is happening to me your love is always controlling me I can't hold it anymore filling me with happiness and so much more it hurts alot when you rejected me even though as a friend you stood by me reasons for saying No is clear to me trust me I love you more than me why are you hiding your love from me am not going to break your heart believe me I cannot just stop thinking about you my heart beats just for you how do I tell you how much I want you am expressing my love and feelings to you because you mean everything to me my love, you are the ruin of me .