The Rest of Forever

I stood on top of the world looking down king of nothing no crown time stopped, clock faces frozen looking for reasons why were you chosen angel wings lifting you up on high I'm not a good man, don't think I'll get there I guess it's goodbye it was supposed to be forever not half of it promises should be true not counterfeit if I knew that Sunday we would never talk again I woulda never hung up with you the call would never end left all alone to suffer this pain everyone blames me my guilt and my shame won't wash off I guess it's a stain I fucking loved you why did you go I look for you everywhere but you never show I'm broken, just a shell you left me alone in my personal hell I'm trapped here cant find my way and I'm sick of I'm sorry that's all people say can't get my head right, can't find me I'm struggling and fighting I just cant break free but someone has come and offering hope a ray of light in the dark like someone threw me a rope I found me again and I love you forever but I love her too and we want to be together she knows I love you but she's down for whatever I just can't be alone for the rest of forever