the person I lost

we lose people from time to time it's normal you grieve for a while and go back to your daily life that's just how it is that's what they want us to do after a year okay, okay take your day off but be back tomorrow but what about after 2 years or 3 or even 8 it still burns it hurts so much I can't help it every year I break a part I miss you so much I can't help it I want you to be here with me I want to be able to hug you to hold you tell you how my day went and what new has happened this year what has changed maybe ask you for advice but I just want you here what am I supposed to do it's been years and years and years and yet I still know not what to do please can anyone just tell me how to heal and let you go because I just miss you so much