The perfect girl

I wanna be a perfect girl.  Somedays I feel like I'm on top of the world, I feel like the girl I want to be in my head.  The perfect girl.  But all good things must come to an end.  The mirror makes that obvious.  The girl in my head, the girl I want to be; she's everything.  Everything that I can never be.  But that doesn't stop my yearning.  That doesn't stop me from continuously picking out flaws, and looking for solutions.  Solutions that simply don't exist.  I'm addicted to it.  I'm addicted to wanting to change myself.  To be honest, I don't think I'll ever get over this insatiable desire.  I want to keep going until it kills me.  Until I'm not me anymore.  I want to be the perfect girl that's in my head.  I want to be the perfect girl. -EMJ.