The past to hold

close my eyes, a mirror of my past self remains haunting me as I lean on a cane how I miss the comfort of your silence now it's heavy after being filled up how my words meant nothing but a normal saying I close my eyes, the past I admire you held me with gentle care, unknowingly as u tune my name, a song I'd forever listen to glisten in poerty I forever write how I miss the hidden feelings creating a storm as I glance the ceiling but I ruined it all I close my eyes, a wish I lay of going back to the moment of unspoken words but now u found me in a cage,in my horror so I push you afar, yet near the words I longed to hear, now fear as pain persist from my soul worse than before I close my eyes wondering of what we could have been as I let the moments slip from my fingers maybe next time will be ours to hold For now u are in the clutches of my heart wishing you happiness from a Mile hoping our memories still lingers in ur heart R.jojo