The Past calling me

I'm caught and undecided who to go with ,as you are a beautiful n painful past while, she is my present and everything I dreamt of. You made my heart Your Playground,As you saw a toy and not love. You brought heartbreak N She bought Love I expected From you, Despite your unhuman like actions/doings, I choose you day n Nyt, Although a part of me longs For the Future N not you