☆•~the pain of loosing her~•☆

she was my everything, my one and only, she was my true love, and no one could understand us. she is my best friend, we were together 24/7, I loved her and she loved me, It was a true love story, one of two friends, together forever, until one day when we where forced apart. I was sent away, for 3 months, it wasn't a laugh, with no way of contacting, my other half, she is my everything, she made me who I am, without her, I'm a dead meet, like beef or lamb. everything makes me think of her, a tear rolls down my cheek, for every second I spent with her, seems to be the amount of tears I owe, it's not a good feeling, this one of pain, I feel like I'm being ripped apart, I feel I'm only 1 half. I haven't seen her for a while, and honestly it makes it worse, all I want, is one last hug, from the girl I love. they say you don't know what you've got, until its gone, and now, I understand that better than anyone, because sure, you may have lost a friend before. but no one has ever had their best friend, blamed by your family for all your mistakes, forced to never talk to her again, and is now stuck with the memories. the pain of loosing her is more than bad, as I still love her and she still loves me.