The Pain Of Loneliness

The feeling of crying but being too afraid of letting it all out to have many problems that stresses you out till the point you just want to disappear not wake up to have people come in your life to just leave is the worst feeling to not being able to stop when you know in the inside it's hurting you not knowing who I am to ask who is this who am I don't know imagine being in the house so alone so drained the feeling of a disappointment a mistake a failure even knowing the reason why but still blaming and blaming yourself even blaming others but why still asking that question to hear from others fix yourself fix your mind get over it you can't stay like this forever move on