The pain of healing

I am fine I scream with tears streaming, Sometimes I feel fine even though I know I won't be for along time ahead, I won't ever be the same because the memories and trauma will always stay, My life will forever be like a road sometimes straight forward with no care in the world but other times with curves n pot holes that stop me on my way, I might get punctured but there's always a way to fix, Maybe I'm not okay right now but I know eventually I will even if I get more punctures along the way.