the pain I cannot share

interested tangles of torment and woe I found myself lost my heart does go a heavy burden weighs me down a sorrow that I cannot drown the pain it knows and it claws a constant ache that never paused a wound that will not heal a burden that I cannot steal but still I search for a way to quiet the demons that slay to find some peace some reprieve to end the suffering that I perceive to find I try to find peace and sleep but even dreams bring me no relief I'm haunted by memories and never ending cycle of grief oh how I wish for a cure a bomb to soothe my soul to manage the pain and the hurt and bring me back to make me whole but until that day may come I wonder through life undone with this burden that I bear in this pain that I cannot share