The pain

I am a little bit tired Not because it's you Nor because of what you said Only because I have questions that I know no one will answer Today I will ask you my readers I feel you know me better Do we really deserve all this pain? Imagine your living your little life Grateful and thankful Trying so much to be better Working so hard to not be a burden to anyone Then boom you meet a stranger They provide you with that feeling of wellness and happiness One you rarely feel, not because you are depressed or something Other emotions are just people oriented Then they believe in you You fall for them Human mistakes are so not planned We all make them and that doesn't define you Then you see change in their eyes You apologize thinking you did something And they don't recognize that They just toss you around like a lost dog You keep questioning yet no response What then do you do? You ask that question Boom! That becomes the end Was it really necessary? You still lower your ego And get to your lowest level Knees down and tears flowing Your voice bitter and broken They still push you away You stay away and accept the situation Why the pain? Are we still supposed to hurt? Day 3