"The one"

Every guy that comes in my life I think will be the one, but time goes by and they leave in death or "lose interest", even time I cry myself to sleep hoping that God would bring "the one" to me and let them stay for ever, but hoping was not good enough for me so I started looking for guys on the internet to satisfied my need for love, I sent pictures of myself just for them to leave the next day after they got what they wanted I wish that someone could just love me for me.