The oceons depths

I sit on the sandy beach, staring at the tides. the waves rise and fall, the wind strong and light. oceans, as truthful as the night. the sand is soft and warm, a sharp contrast to the dangerous waters before me, almost away from vision. as I stare into my reflection, I don't see myself, I see what I want to be, what I need to be. all my expectations piled so far on top of my grave I don't even recognize the coffin... I feel the water surrounding my body and eventually infesting my lungs....how stunning...nature is.....