The newness wore off

it's empty and Grey as I watched you drive away , this is not what I had in mind for today , I was hoping we could maybe hide and go play , lock the bedroom door and not jump for everyone but instead for once have our own fun and not leave this room until satisfaction and we are done . never happens like that these days like did we change our ways to tend to everybody everyone? it's really frustrating that the newness has to wear off a relationship and things fade to this kind of situation.