The negative pathway

It seems so rough and bumpy, the road and the pathway to success, it’s all so crooked. The roadside full of thorns and negativity. Everything feels so useless and dangerous. The path that seemed right ended up being dark. Growth and victory forgotten and forsaken, escape now the priority. Escape from hell, the hell of a mountain of failures and rejection and abandonment. Falling and rising like the value of Nigerian currency against US dollars. Crawling and hopping just to get to the end , no longer caring about victory and success, I just want to be free, wish I hadn’t started this journey of hell. Wish I didn’t decide to fail and get rejected every single attempt to succeed. I stopped thinking about victory and trophy, I don’t want them no more. I’m gonna walk away from everything that I have attained, I am a failure already. Who brags about victory and trophy when there are no recent achievements. Definitely not me, failure became my friend and confidante on this journey I so much regret and detest. Ending it all seems the best option, but will failure forget about me? Will rejection stop knocking on my door all day?