The name

Any time I heard that name it would ring in my ears like bells,The name use to ring in my ears like church bells,now it rings in my ears as an alarm clock telling me to wake up and go back to reality. The name..It calls to me sometimes but it pushes me away at other times.The name stay stuck in my mind forever as I want it to dissappear,I hear the name Everyday,the name makes me want to go crazy,As the name showed me what regret is. I regret that name for than anything.