The Moving Diaries

People liked the house so they gonna make an offer. Wish dad decided not to even put it on the market. All I've ever known is around here n this area. Moving away or stay? I won't know anybody or anything. Won't have anybody to go visit or talk to. NOBODY to go play ding ding with. Can't jump in my car & go for a spin. Won't know where to shop or to tan or where to eat when I need to. It's like starting all over again. Except I'll be at a new place w no friends. Only my brother will be next door. But he's got a farm & cows galore. But I'll be outta wack w all my surrounding u see. Oh why oh why is this happening to me. At least I don't have a significant other. I'd have to move in with him, but why bother. I can't be dependant on anyone else. Cause things change. Got to depend on myself. Sometimes I may need a little help. No one ever asked me how I felt. Much less care how I delt. Delt with all these feelings I have inside. Oh God please, I don't want to go on this ride. What a lonely place to be. Away from my home and my friends you see . I know in my heart I don't want to leave. Please Lord put my heart at ease. (Anyway this is TBC. Look for the next episode of The Moving Diaries)....